RANTS AGAIN.(edited)

it's amazing that my mood can make a 180 degree change due to my dad.
now i remember why i wanted to work other than the reason to earn money.
i want to be free from his stupid arguments and ridiculous reasoning.
i want to be free from listening or witnessing the drama that always happen when his PMS starts.
he always uses this quote in his dramatic performance, "you disobey, i break it."
(to make things clearer so that i don't make things sound that bad. my dad usually say that when he demand us to clear up stuff and we don't. yea.)

i know you guys probably think i'm a bastard for saying my father like this.
but if you're in my shoes, i think you might think the same way too.
this is how i handle my anger. I RANT IN MY BLOG.

and for some reasons, my bad mood makes everything seems negative to me.
like the fact that i haven't talk to someone for a very long time and i think i'm losing the close-ness because we don't seem to have any common topic anymore. ):

i suddenly feel that perhaps i should have extended my work.
then maybe i won't be feeling so empty and bored all the time.

something on a brighter side, i hope my pay comes real quickly! :D