suddenly felt like blogging this.

it's a pity that waeting and yuheng didn't stay. :/
otherwise we would probably lie on each others' tummy and watch the stars.
then one of us will say something funny, and make all of us laugh.
and when one person laugh, everyone will laugh because the head movement will tickle the tummy somehow.
oh my... how i miss those days.
always looking forward to going to CCA.
now, having a CCA in SP is meaningless to me.

i remember during sec 1,
going to CO is to play with yuheng, xuanhan and waeting.
practicing hard is to get the chance to participate in SYF.

during sec 2,
going to CO is to see my seniors, to interact with them.
the plucking strings seniors are very close to me back then.
shufen, shangfei, yiqian, xinning, jin min, natalie.
practicing hard is because i want to be like shufen and shangfei.
they're my motivation. when i see how hardworking they are, how well they play,
i want to be like them.

during sec3, when the seniors passed out.
i thought CO would be meaningless to me.
then, i remember my dear friends.
yuheng, waeting and xuanhan, (i wasn't that close to peiming back then.)
all of us except waeting and i are in different classes.
the only time i can see yuheng and xuanhan is CO.
what kept me going to CO are them.
what made me motivated to practice is also them.
all of them are really good with their instruments.
i can never be compared to them.
to be honest, i always feel that my standard is still far from theirs. uber far.
shufen and shangfei are still part of the motivation too.
because i still get to see them and they still come back to CO quite often.

during sec 4,
my reasons to go for CO is still the same.
but my motivation changed a little.
the hope to get GOLD for SYF motivates me more.
i wanted to do something for SCCO since it kind of gave me tons of wonderful memories.

guess it's obvious to see what i miss the most about SCCO.
and one more thing that i realise i miss doing after the camp.
i miss playing the pipa.
but... i don't think i will play the one at home anymore.
because there is no more reasons for me to do so. =l
but then again... if i can get to learn all over again, i am willing to. (: