Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 12:01 AM
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-"WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME?"
-"HMM. YOU'RE A FISHMONGER."heard unpleasant things.
and things that are unpleasant are usually the truth.
i tried to hold back my tears.
i felt even more miserable as she continued.
i burst out in the end.
i probably looked super ugly with the crab sauce over my face when i tried to wipe my tears with my hands that were filled with chili crab sauce.
it was supposed to be a happy meal.
but whenever we metioned about him,
the mood was sure to be spoilt.
because everytime we discussed about him,
we learn more unpleasant things that we never knew.
and i never knew he thought of me this way.
probably that's why he keep telling me that
if i were to get married early, don't go for university.
he probably thinks that i would abandon this family after university (if i ever get in one).
i'm too selfish anyway.
and i would like him to know that,
i inherit this character from him.